As Veda

I feel a strong inner calling to somatic bodywork, sexual health and a holistic understanding of humanity.

My story starts from childhood and youth, where unpleasant experiences and traumas, e.g. from being bullied at school started to create an armor around my minutes. I hardened myself so that I was no longer in touch with my body and my true self. I tried to seek approval and loving attention by performing and pleasing.

At some point I began to suffer from psychosomatic symptoms such as heart arrhythmias, nightmares, panic attacks, depression, insomnia, sweating and back pain. I experienced a lot of difficult emotions, e.g. loneliness, fear of death, shame, anxiety, inadequacy and that I have no place in this world.

For a long time, this shell had been my way of coping, because it kept me from having to deal with difficult memories and emotions. Later I realized that it was still too cramped for me to experience life fully and freely. I asked for help, e.g. from therapy and physical symptoms from a doctor, but I felt that I was missing out on a deeper, holistic understanding.

However, life moved on and along the way I got to know different alternative methods and spiritual literature. In some connection, I came across tantra, which seemed to attract me strongly. I started looking for more information and luckily I found Wild Heart Transformation tantra training.

During the training, I was finally able to let go of the emotional blocks and traumas stuck in my body and experience loving security within myself. I gained the courage to face my own dark sides, fears and everything I had kept inside for so many years.

I became more aware of my body's wisdom and sensitivity, I began to experience more gratitude and respect my own boundaries.  I also noticed that showing vulnerability and sensitivity is not a threat, but an opportunity to become whole and empowered.

I strongly felt that this path is the right one for me and I continued with the Tantric Life Coach training for another year. From there, I have received inspiration for a more professional direction as a coach of tantric life skills. At the same time, I also started the Body&Mind Energy Balancing Method training, from which I have received help for various pain conditions and an understanding of the causal connections between physical symptoms and the mind.

My quality of life has improved considerably. I enjoy myself and the company of people in a completely different way than ever before. I see more opportunities than obstacles, my self-esteem and confidence have improved significantly. 

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I feel a strong calling to hold space for everything that wants to be seen and heard. In a state of powerful presence. 

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